I don’t want to feel
sick anymore
everyday
in a place
I can’t put my finger on
every
single
day
it makes me angry
I shout at people Iove
david Sedaris - the voice of reason
“If you’re looking for sympathy you’ll find it between shit and syphilis in the dictionary.”
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
RAGE/Impotence/massive crash/massive confusion/massive unlol
bad
another room/another morning/another headache/not answering the phone/not replying to texts/bananas and bad bread/tea not coffee/honey not marmite/why am I doing this?/What am I doing? Why am I doing this to myself?/heartsmash/shutdown/cripple/whore/don’t want to go outside/outside/drenched/punch me hard and keep punching me/get off/get the fuck off/stop squabbling/versace towels/SFLOL/central line fail/keys/reunion/rain/break your leg once it hurts/break your leg again it still hurts/children/don’t know where to put this energy/try this out/smile/you like my smile/not now/hate/fury/hot tears/trial robot/france memories/space/sanity?/family?/dinner with friends/drinksdrinksdrinks/nothingness/three’s a crowd/meaningless sex/stop it/once I was a child/birthday/funeral/lonely/I won’t be L3/4/5/6/7/???? Who fucking knows?/whore/idiot/hibernate/fly away/reductive/reduced/lie
I step out of you as from under a great warm coat of bearskin or fleece.
It’s cold without you
I’m trembling
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