January 2011
5 posts
this/is/helpful
terrified
bad
another room/another morning/another headache/not answering the phone/not replying to texts/bananas and bad bread/tea not coffee/honey not marmite/why am I doing this?/What am I doing? Why am I doing this to myself?/heartsmash/shutdown/cripple/whore/don’t want to go outside/outside/drenched/punch me hard and keep punching me/get off/get the fuck off/stop squabbling/versace...
I step out of you as from under a great warm coat of bearskin or fleece.
It’s cold without you
I’m trembling
New Year's resolution
get bigger sleeves to sew my heart onto